Six Satanic Meditations

by Elysium Sexsmith

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The Toolshed Made for Suffering (Leviathan) 09:32
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Making Love To The Pipers Of The Blind Idiot God (Azathoth) 09:50
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Blinded By The Light (Hecate) 05:21
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She crept on angel wings as black as oceans, And hell rained down a fire, Cleansing god from the minds And souls of all people. She felt no fear, no pain, No hate or lust or self. Just pure unbridled cunning, With third eye wide and aura thrumming. She sat and watched as clouds settled in the sky above. There was no love left. No hate either, Just a little piece of death As she stared into the opal in the night sky. Wait not a moment to join her hunt. Let the world collapse and fires burn the Earth. Let the sun burn all and light fill the shadows. Design a mind so fast and clean it drives the body from the rock, and into the divine rises higher. Higher still into the aether Higher still until the light goes on forever, and nothing remains but us.
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A Little Death Is Good For The Soul (Mahakali) 19:15
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Suffer the Little Children (Lilith) 06:53
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Everything Ends (Abaddon) 05:42
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Elegy For An Aborted Foetus (Ereshkigal) 05:59
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You were never mine. You were a product of rape that I could not allow to live. I could never have loved you, Not the way a mother should. How could I? How could anyone ever love a reminder, of something that took their innocence and left them broken, damaged, destroyed and scarred inside and out? I tried. Oh god did I try to love you! So many empty nights I spent sobbing, as I tried to picture your cherubim face smiling up at me. Imagining how it would feel to have you, suckling at my breast but try as I might, all I could see was your father, My brother, hanging over me as he held me down, and filled me with you. And it made me sick. So I am sorry that you never had a chance to live. To grow up and grow old. To marry and have children. To make mistakes and have chance to put them right. To be kind and compassionate and loving. To be everything your father can never be. But I could never be the mother you need I would be cold and cruel and unkind I would be distant in ways no child should ever know And soon enough you would be as broken and hurt as me. So though on long dark nights like this, I think of you and what I did with sadness in my heart and tears in my eyes, It was for the best for both of us.

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Musical contemplations for those unafraid of the dark.

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released September 6, 2021

All music credits -- Elysium Sexsmith
Album Art -- "Invocation of Baphomet" by Elysium Sexsmith

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Elysium Sexsmith is an experimental electronic artist with an apocalyptic, esoteric edge.

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